Just Passing By...

Well, I'm just passing by...

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Flex Yer Hands 'n Fingers, Boys and Girls

A short entry, really...

You'll know that in a way you're a mess when you're writing with a pen on your notepad with your right hand and your left hand automatically presses ctrl + s on your keyboard right after you've finished writing.

Have I said that I need a holiday?

Friday, September 09, 2005

Morning Blues, Baby

The office room was empty, and I was the only one there.
I sat down in my cubicle and pull out my laptop from inside my bag.
I started working on my documents.
Tic-toc, said the clock.
Clicketty-clack, said the laptop.
Bubbly-blub, said the water dispenser.
Glug-glug, said my throat.
And do this, said my boss.

Stack of papers keep piling up on my desk.
Faceless people started coming in, stacking more papers on my desk.
Post-it-notes flying all over the air.
Paper planes swirling on top of my head.
And pink elephants nudging me on the side.

I need a long holiday.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

The Painting

As I fell asleep, I found myself in a dream. In my dream, I was back in my childhood. I was walking in a long corridor. On my left were windows, their shutters were opened. The curtains were swaying and dancing to the rythm of the breeze. Bright sunlight streamed in and painted the blue walls of the corridor white. The singing of birds could be heard from outside.

I walked past the doors on my right. None of them caught my eyes. None of them invited my hand to touch its handle, to turn it, and to see what was beyond. There was only one thing that lured my attention. A painting at the end of the corridor.

As I walked up to the painting, the gentle breeze stopped. The curtain stood still, and the birds stopped singing. The blue walls of the corridor turned blood red.

Time stopped.

The painting depicted a barren landscape, a desert of white sand. The sky was blood red, and at the edge of the horizon it touched the land. Remnants of buildings with strange and exotic architectural designs occasionally dotted the lonely desert.

I ran my fingers along the edge of the beautifully crafted gold frame. As I raised my hand to touch the canvas, a shimmer ran through the painting. The canvas was gone, and the painting became real. The golden frame became only a window. A strong wind blew from behind me, and I stumbled into the golden frame. Into the painting. Into the white desert and the blood-red sky.

I stood up and looked back. The frame was gone. The corridor was no more. And I was trapped inside the painting. Where am I, I wondered. The few exotic buildings felt ominous, their tall figures weighing down on me like giants looking down at a mouse.

I walked and I walked. Soon the buildings were gone, left behind by my wandering.
I walked and I walked, yet the desert did not end. The red sky overhead did not change its colour.
I walked and I walked, yet I was still trapped.

I saw a shimmer ahead.
A golden frame
A mirror, hanging in the air, as if held by invisible rope

I ran up to it.
I saw my reflection, but my reflection did not look back at me.
Its eyes are closed, while mine were open.
I ran my fingers along the edge of the mirror's beautifully crafted golden frame.
My reflection stood still.
And I touched the surface of the mirror.
My reflection opened its eyes.

The mirror's surface shimmered, and once again I saw the vision of the blue corridor. I saw myself walking from the other end of the corridor. I saw myself walking ever nearer, ignoring the doors, ignoring the bright sunlight, ignoring the singing of the birds outside the window, not heeding the dancing of the curtains swayed by the gentle breeze.

I screamed to myself not to come near.
I waved my hand at myself, trying to warn myself.
I did not hear it. I did not see it.

The gentle breeze stopped. The curtain stood still, and the birds stopped singing. The blue walls of the corridor turned blood red.

Time stopped.

I ran my fingers along the beautifully crafted golden frame.

I raised my hands and touched the painting.

Blurry

Wanna post something unimportant...

Puddle of Mudd - Blurry

Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty and everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone, you could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face

Everyone is changing, there's no one left that's real
To make up your own ending, let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost without you, I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you, I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone, you could be my scene
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing, I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far


Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me...


Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you where to run away

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face

This pain you gave to me...

No.....
This pain you gave to me...
This pain you gave to me...


I'm so in love with this song...